separated or bound to be together?

Thursday, August 4, 2011 by Ankur

 Day 3 continues.. 

'Hi :)', she said. 

Well, it had been more than four hours after that 'perfect' evening ended( I hope you remember the last episode.. ;) ). The last time I saw her was when she was entering her house after coming back from the terrace. Ever since I had just been thinking about her. As usual I was online and waiting for her. Then the chat msg popped out.

'Hi :)', she said.

Even this smiley reminded me of her 'smile'. I know I have been referring to her smile a lot but sorry I am just too obsessed with those 'curves' on her lips. :D

'hey... :) ', I replied.

'so, how many people on chat list? ;)', her usual question.

'around 30-35 :D' 

'and how many are you chatting with?'

'4', my usual reply but as usual I was talking only to her.

That chat lasted for next two hours covering topics from the 'chipkali' on her wall to college, profession, studies to relationships. And then finally... 

'feeling sleepy now, good nite, sweet dreams.. :)', she said.

'hey...when are you leaving for college?', I asked.

And then I realized that all this while I had forgotten a very important fact that she was leaving the city in 3 days!!

'monday', came the reply. It was already Friday morning.

So, after bit more chatting, she finally went to sleep and whole night only one thought ran in my mind, "Should I propose her?"

I thought of all the times I was with her( though we had just met thrice! ). I tried to figure out whether it would be okay to propose her as she was going to leave her family, her home after 3 days!
Well, when are talking to a girl for hours everyday, then, you surely are in love. But, remember, its 'YOU' who is in love, the girl may or may not be!
Finally, as I could see the sun rise, I thought probably I should catch some sleep now and decided to think about it the next day.

Day 4

On friday evening, I again went to the terrace quite early though. I was waiting for her to arrive. I was a bit nervous. I still hadn't decided anything for the proposal yet. After listening to 'phir mohabbat' for about 15 times, she finally appeared. In black top, blue jeans and white slippers! Well, if you are thinking to propose a girl, then, probably, its better to note the length of 'heels', she is wearing. ;)

'Does she like me?', I thought as though I was waiting for her but still seeing her there was a surprise! Though this wasn't a preplanned meeting, but still from her expression, it was looking like she was expecting me to be on terrace. 

those eyes searching for someone
those lips trying to say something
and those ears probably wanted to hear something..

On seeing her, for once, I was lost. Prolly, she did say something like 'hi' but I was already lost. Lost in the cold embrace of the wind, in those last rays of the sun and in the blue color of the sky!
So, after the sunset, and after the color of the sky changed from blue to black, we left.
That night I waited for her but she didn't come online. :(
Whole night I just kept thinking- Can we be together ever?


aaj hi toh karni thi unse kuch zaruri baat
halanki thodi der pehle hi hui thi mulakat
unhone kuch aise jadu h humpr chalaya
unke har andaaz ne is kadar h dil ko lubhaya
ki hum hi jaante hn ki unhone kitna h hume tarsaya
aaj na sahi par shayad bat ho jaye apse kal
agar humse kat paye ye intezar k pal..


P.S: 1. First of all, sorry, this one took some time. But, since you all are also in college, then, probably you'll understand my condition. :)
       2. Secondly, thank you for staying tuned. :)
       3. The last few lines of the post are just a modified version of my own creation- 'ye intezar k pal'.
       4. Probably, if you scroll down the blog, then, you may find the original version.:)
       5. As usual, your comments, reviews and 'likes' are warmly welcomed. :)
       6. And I hope, all of you understand Hindi. ;)



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